Memories with you

Its been ages since I had a long deep thought about you. I still miss you. So much. But I guess I've learnt a little more that life goes on, and I will have to put all the mourning and grieving behind me. To some extent, I feel that by putting all those behind me, I'm forgetting you. But I'm not, and I dont intend to at all. But, remembering you again makes me cry. Thats coz I miss you...

I still forgot that you were gone. Coz that day, I was thinking of going home, and I thought I would be seeing u again. Just for one milisecond, before I came to my senses and realized that its already more than a year that you've been gone...

I'm still learning to let go...and I know that if I could just talk to you for one last time, you would be telling me to let go...and that you will be looking down at me from heaven. I can just hear what you would be saying to me. But Ah Kong, the relationship we shared is just too much to let go.

I miss you...

posted by lynn @ 4:20 PM